And should the youth, whom soon those eyes shall warm, Indeed resemble thy dead lover's form, So much the happier wilt thou find thy doom, As one warm lover, full of life and bloom, Nay, nay, no frowning, sweet! those eyes were made 66 'Obey'd! -'tis well, yes, I deserve it all. On me on me Heaven's vengeance cannot fall Too heavily; but Azim, brave and true And beautiful, must he be ruin'd too? Must he, too, glorious as he is, be driven, A renegade, like me, from love and heaven? Like me? weak wretch, I wrong him, - not like me; No, he's all truth and strength and purity! Though ruin'd - lost my memory, like a charm Ne'er tell him how debased, how sunk, is she Whom once he loved! - once! still loves dotingly! Thou laugh'st, tormentor, what! thou'lt brand my name? Do, do, in vain; he'll not believe my shame. He thinks me true, sky that nought beneath God's Could tempt or change me, and- so once thought I. Where sunbeam ne'er shall enter till I die; Where none will ask the lost one whence she came, And thou curst man or fiend, whate'er thou art, Who found'st this burning plague-spot in my heart, And spread'st it-oh, so quick! - through soul and frame, With more than demon's art, till I became A loathsome thing, all pestilence, all flame! If, when I'm gone – Nor tempt my rage! "Hold, fearless maniac, hold, The puny bird that dares, with teasing hum, The gaunt snake once hath fix'd his eyes upon ; Pluck'd from his loving folds, as thou from me. That burst and lighten'd even through her despair, Shrunk back, as if a blight were in the breath That spoke that word, and stagger'd, pale as death. "Yes, my sworn bride, let others seek in bowers Their bridal place, — the charnel vault was ours! Instead of scents and balms, for thee and me Rose the rich steams of sweet mortality; Gay, flickering death-lights shone while we were wed, And, for our guests, a row of goodly dead (Immortal spirits in their time, no doubt) From reeking shrouds upon the rite look'd out! That oath thou heard'st more lips than thine repeat; thou shudderest, lady; was it sweet? That cup, That cup we pledged, the charnel's choicest wine, Look wild, look — anything but sad; yet stay One moment more, from what this night hath pass'd, I see thou know'st me, know'st me well at last. Ha ha! and so, fond thing, thou thought'st all true, As victims, love them; as the sea-dog doats "And now thou seest my soul's angelic hue, 'Tis time these features were uncurtained too, This brow, whose light — oh, rare celestial light! Hath been reserved to bless thy favour'd sight; These dazzling eyes, before whose shrouded might Thou'st seen immortal Man kneel down and quake, Would that they were heaven's lightnings for his sake! But turn and look; then wonder, if thou wilt, |