XL. Yes! thou hadst follow'd me through fear and flight; Thou wouldst have follow'd had my pathway led Even to the scaffold; had the flashing light Of the raised axe made strong men shrink with dread, Thou, 'midst the hush of thousands, wouldst have been With thy clasp'd hands beside me kneeling seen, And meekly bowing to the shame thy head-The shame!-oh! making beautiful to view The might of human love-fair thing! so bravely true! XLI. There was thine agony-to love so well Where fear made love life's chastener.-Heretofore Whate'er of earth's disquiet round thee fell, Thy soul, o'erpassing its dim bounds, could soar Away to sunshine, and thy clear eye speak Most of the skies when grief most touch'd thy cheek. Now, that far bightness faded! never more Couldst thou lift heavenwards for its hope thy heart, Since at Heaven's gate it seem'd that thou and I must part. XLII. Alas! and life hath moments when a glance (If thought to sudden watchfulness be stirr'd,) A flush-a fading of the cheek perchance, A word-less, less-the cadence of a word, Lets in our gaze the mind's dim veil beneath, Thence to bring haply knowledge fraught with death! -Even thus, what never from thy lip was heard Broke on my soul.-I knew that in thy sight I stood-howe'er beloved—a recreant from the light! XLIII. Thy sad sweet hymn, at eve, the seas along,- As it went floating through the fiery glow "Ave sanctissima!"-how oft that lay Hath melted from my heart the martyr-strength away! Ave, sanctissima! "Tis night-fall on the sea; Ora pro nobis ! Our souls rise to thee! Watch us, while shadows lie O'er the dim water spread; Hear the heart's lonely sigh, -Thine, too, hath bled! Thou that hast look'd on death, Aid us when death is near ! Whisper of Heaven to faith; Sweet mother, hear! Ora pro nobis ! The wave must rock our sleep, Ora, mater, ora! Thou star of the deep! XLIV. "Ora pro nobis, mater!"-What a spell Was in those notes, with day's last glory dying On the flush'd waters!—seem'd they not to swell From the far dust, wherein my sires were lying With crucifix and sword?-Oh! yet how clear Comes their reproachful sweetness to mine ear! "Ora!"—with all the purple waves replying, All my youth's visions rising in the strain-And I had thought it much to bear the rack and chain! XLV. Torture!-the sorrow of affection's eye, Silence rose up where hearts no hope could share : -Alas! for those that love, and may not blend in prayer! XLVI. We could not pray together 'midst the deep, Unto the mighty Cordillera-land, With men whom tales of that world's golden strand Had lured to leave their vines.-Oh! who shall say What thoughts rose in us, when the tropic sky Touch'd all its molten seas with sunset's alchemy? XLVII. Thoughts no more mingled!-Then came night-th' intense Dark blue-the burning stars!—I saw thee shine Once more, in thy serene magnificence, O Southern Cross! 16 as when thy radiant sign Since those fresh days, and now thy light divine. |