67 XXXII. O'er the blue deep I fled, the chainless deep! When through the foam he sees his proud bark sweep, or, wedded to the far futurity, o, on, it bears him ever, and the main as rushing, like his hope, some happier shore to gain. ns is woman. XXXIII Closely her still heart rine itself with ev'n each lifeless thing, long remember'd, seem'd to bear its part calm joys. For er would cling, ne, Dear, XXXIV. I look'd on Leonor, and if there seem'd Oh! could we live in visions! could we hold Have been a language of familiar tone Too long to breathe, at last, dark sayings and unknown. XXXVI. I told my heart 'twas but the exile's woe Which press'd on that sweet bosom ;-I deceived My heart but half :-a whisper faint and low, Haunting it ever, and at times believed, Spoke of some deeper cause. How oft we seem Like those that dream, and know the while they dream, 'Midst the soft falls of airy voices grieved, And troubled, while bright phantoms round them play, By a dim sense that all will float and fade away! XXXVII. Yet, as if chasing joy, I woo'd the breeze, To speed me onward with the wings of morn. Which were not made for man, what man hath borne, XXXVIII. For unto thee, as through all change, reveal'd Mine inward being lay. In other eyes I had to bow me yet, and make a shield, To fence my burning bosom, of disguise; By the still hope sustain'd, ere long to win Some sanctuary, whose green retreats within, My thoughts unfetter'd to their source might rise, Like songs and scents of morn.--But thou didst look Through all my soul, and thine even unto fainting shook. XXXIX. Fall'n, fall'n, I seem'd-yet, oh! not less beloved, And sear'd with shame!-though each young flower had died, There was the root,—strong, living, not the less That all it yielded now was bitterness; Yet still such love as quits not misery's side, Nor turns away from death's its pale heroic face. |