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We were only a few weeks married, I and the wife, you

know,

When we had an offer for Melbourne,' and made up our minds to go.

We'd acted together in England, travelling up and down8

With a strolling band of players, going from town to town;

We played the lovers together-we were leading lady and gent

And at last we played in earnest, and straight to the church we went.

The parson gave us his blessing, and I gave Nellie the ring,"

And swore that I'd love and cherish, and endow her with everything.

How we smiled at that part of the service when I said "I thee endow!"

But as to the "love and cherish," friends, I meant to keep that12 vow.

We were only a couple of strollers; we had coin when the show was good,

When it wasn't we went without it, and we did the best we could.

We were happy and loved each other, and laughed at the shifts we made,

Where love makes plenty of sunshine, there poverty casts no shade.

Well, at last we got to London, and did pretty well for a bit;

Then the business dropped to nothing, and the manager took a fit,-14

Stepped off one Sunday morning, forgetting the treasury call;

But our luck was in, and we managed right on our feet1 to fall.

We got an offer for Melbourne,-got it that very week. Those were the days when thousands went over their fortunes to seek

The days of the great gold fever, and a manager thought the spot

Good for a "spec," and took us actors among his lot.

We hadn't a friend in England-we'd only ourselves to please

And we jumped at the chance of trying our fortune across the seas.16

We went on a sailing vessel, and the journey was long

and rough;

We hadn't been out a fortnight before we had had enough.

But use is a second nature, and we'd got not to mind a

storm,

When misery came upon us,-came in a hideous form." My poor little wife fell ailing, grew worse, and at last so

bad

That the doctor said she was dying,-I thought 'twould have sent me mad,—"

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Dying where leagues" of billows seemed to shriek for their prey,

And the nearest lands was hundreds—ay, thousands

of miles away.

She raved one night in a fever, and the next lay still as

death,

So still I'd bend to listen" for the faintest sign of breath.

She seemed in a sleep," and sleeping with a smile" on her thin, wan face,

She passed away" one morning, while I prayed to the throne of grace.

I knelt in the little cabin, and prayer after prayer I said,

Till the surgeon came and told me it was useless-my wife was dead!

Dead! I wouldn't believe it. They forced me away that night,

For I raved in my wild despairing, the shock sent me mad outright.

I was shut in the farthest cabin,26 and I beat my head on the side,

And all day long in my madness, "They've murdered her!" I cried.

They locked me away from my fellows,-put me in cruel” chains,

It seems I had seized a weapon to beat out the surgeon's

brains.

I cried in my wild, mad fury that he was the devil" sent To gloat o'er the frenzied anguish with which my heart

was rent.

I spent that night with the irons heavy upon my wrists, And my wife lay dead quite near me. I beats with my fettered fists,

Beat at my prison panels, and then-O God!-and then I heard the shrieks of women and the tramp of hurry.

ing men.

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I heard the cry, "Ship a-fire!" caught up by a hundred throats,

And over the roar the captain shouting to lower the

boats;

Then cry upon cry, and curses, and the crackle of burning wood,

And the place grew hot as a furnace-I could feel it where I stood.

I beat at the door and shouted, but never a sound came

back,

And the timbers above me started, till right through a yawning crack 85

I could see the flames shoot upwards, seizing on mast and sail,

Fanned in their burning fury by the breath of the howling gale.

I dashed at the door in fury, shrieking, "I will not die! Die in this burning prison!"-but I caught no answering cry.

Then, suddenly, right upon me the flames crept up with

a roar,

And their fiery tongues shot forward, cracking my prison door.

I was free"-with the heavy iron door dragging me down" to death;

I fought my way to the cabin," choked with the burning breath

Of the flames that danced around me like mad, mocking fiends at play,

And then-O God! I can see it, and shall to my dying day.

There" lay my Nell as they'd left her dead in her berth

that night;

The flames flung a smile on her features, a horrible, lurid light,

God knows how I reached and touched her, but I found myself by her side;

I thought she was living a moment, I forgot that my Nell had died.

In the shock of those awful seconds reason came back to my brain,

I heard a sound as of breathing," and then a low cry of

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Oh, was there mercy in heaven ?45 Was there a God in the skies?

The dead woman's lips were moving," the dead woman opened her eyes.

I cursed" like a madman raving-I cried to her, "Nell! my Nell!"

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They had left us alone and helpless, alone in that burning hell;

They had left us alone to perish-forgotten me living—

and she

Had been left for the fire to bear her to heaven," instead of the sea. 50

I clutched her, roused her shrieking, the stupor was on her still;

I seized her in spite of my fetters,-fear gave me a giant's

will.

God knows how I did it, but blindly I fought through the flames and the wreck

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Up-up to the air, and brought her safe to the untouched deck.

We'd a moment of life together, a moment of life, the

time

For one last word to each other, 'twas a moment supreme, sublime,

From the trance we'd for death mistaken the heat had brought her to life,

And I was fettered and helpless, so we lay there," husband and wife!

It was but a moment, but ages seemed to bave passed

away,

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When a shout came over the water, and I looked, and lo, there lay,

Right away from the vessel," a boat that was standing

by;

They had seen our forms on the vessel, as the flames lit

up the sky.

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