And then the sighs he would suppress Of fainting nature's feebleness, More slowly drawn, grew less and less : I listened, but I could not hear— I called, for I was wild with fear; I knew 'twas hopeless, but my dread I called, and thought I heard a sound- I only stirr'd in this black spot, The accursed breath of dungeon-dew; The last the sole-the dearest link Between me and the eternal brink, One on the earth, and one beneath 210 My brothers-both had ceased to breathe: 220 I took that hand which lay so still, Alas! my own was full as chill; I had not strength to stir, or strive, A frantic feeling, when we know That what we love shall ne'er be so. I know not why I could not die, I had no earthly hope-but faith, And that forbade a selfish death. IX. What next befell me then and there I know not well-I never knew First came the loss of light, and air, And then of darkness too: VOL. VI. 230 I had no thought, no feeling-none- So hateful to my heavy sight, But vacancy absorbing space, And fixedness-without a place; There were no stars-no earth-no time- No check-no change-no good-no crime But silence, and a stirless breath Which neither was of life nor death; A sea of stagnant idleness, 240 Blind, boundless, mute, and motionless! 250 X. A light broke in upon my brain,— It ceased, and then it came again, The sweetest song ear ever heard, But through the crevice where it came 260 And tamer than upon the tree; And seem'd to say them all for me! I ne'er shall see its likeness more: It seem'd like me to want a mate, And it was come to love me when And cheering from my dungeon's brink, Or broke its cage to perch on mine, But knowing well captivity, Sweet bird! I could not wish for thine! Or if it were, in winged guise, A visitant from Paradise ; 270 280 |