To me committed, and by me expos'd.
But rife, let us no more contend, nor blame
Each other, blam'd enough elsewhere; but ftrive In offices of love, how we may lighten. Each other's burthen, in our fhare of woe; Since this day's death denounce'd, if aught I fee, Will prove no fudden, but a flow-pace'd evil, A long day's dying, to augment our pain, And to our feed (O hapless feed!) deriv'd.
To whom thus Eve, recov'ring heart, reply'd. Adam, by fad experiment I know
How little weight my words with thee can find, Found fo erroneous, thence by just event
Found fo unfortunate: nevertheless, Reftor'd by thee, vile as I am, to place Of new acceptance, hopeful to regain Thy love, the fole contentment of my heart, Living or dying, from thee I will not hide What thoughts in my unquiet breast are risen, Tending to fome relief of our extremes, Or end, though fharp and fad, yet tolerable, As in our evils, and of eafier choice.
If care of our defcent perplex us most,
Which must be born to certain woe, devour'd
By death at last; and miferable it is
To be to others cause of mifery,
Our own begott'en, and of our loins to bring Into this curfed world a woeful race,
That after wretched life must be at laft
Food for fo foul a monfter; in thy power
It lies, yet ere conception, to prevent
The race unblefs'd, to being yet unbegot.
Childless thou art, childless remain: fo Death Shall be deceiv'd his glut, and with us two Be forced to fatisfy his ravenous maw.
But if thou judge it hard and difficult, Converfing, looking, loving, to abstain From love's due rites, nuptial embraces fweet, And with defire to languifh without hope, Before the prefent object languishing
With like defire, which would be mifery
And torment lefs than none of what we dread; Then both ourselves and feed at once to free
From what we fear for both, let us make fhort, 1000 Let us feek Death; or he not found, fupply With our own hands his office on ourselves! Why stand we longer shivering under fears, That fhow no end but death, and have the power, Of many ways to die the shortest chufing, Deftruction with deftruction to destroy?
She ended here, or vehement despair
Broke off the reft; fo much of death her thoughts Had entertain'd, as dy'd her cheeks with pale. But Adam, with fuch counsel nothing fway'd, 1010 To better hopes his more attentive mind
Lab'ring had rais'd, and thus to Eve reply'd.
Eve, thy contempt of life and pleafure feems To argue in thee fomething more fublime.
And excellent than what thy mind contemns; 1015 But felf-deftruction therefore fought, refutes That excellence thought in thee, and implies, Not thy contempt, but anguifh and regret For lofs of life and pleafure overlov'd," Or if thou covet death, as utmost end. Of mifery, fo thinking to evade
The penalty pronounce'd, doubt not but God Hath wifelier arm'd his vengeful ire than fo To be foreftall'd; much more I fear left death So fnatch'd will not exempt us from the pain We are by doom to pay; rather fuch acts
Of contumacy will provoke the Highest To make death in us live: then let us feek Some fafer refolution, which methinks I have in view, calling to mind with heed Part of our fentence, that thy feed fhall bruise The ferpent's head; pieteous amends, unless Be meant, whom I conjecture, our grand foe. Satan, who in the ferpent hath contriv'd Against us this deceit : to crush his head Would be revenge indeed; which will be loft By death brought on ourselves, or childless days Refolv'd, as thou propofeft; fo our foe Shall 'fcape his punishment ordain'd, and we Instead fhall double ours upon our heads. No more be mention'd then of violence Against ourselves, and wilful barrenness, That cuts us off from hope, and favours only" Rancour and pride, impatience and defpite, Reluctance against God, and his just yoke Laid on our necks. Remember with what mild And gracious temper he both heard and judg'd, Without wrath or reviling: we expected Immediate diffolution, which we thought Was meant by death that day; when lo to thee Pains only in child-bearing were foretold, And bringeth forth, foon recompens'd with joy, Fruit of thy womb on me the curfe aflope Glance'd on the ground; My bread: what harm? My labour will fuftain me
with labour I must earn Idlenefs had been worse; and left cold
Or heat fhould injure us, his timely care Hath unbefought provided, and his hands Cloth'd us unworthy, pitying while he judge'd: How much more, if we pray him, will his ear Be open, and his heart to pity' incline,
And teach us further by what means to fhun Th' inclement feafons, rain, ice, hail, and fnow? Which now the fky with various face begins
To fhow us in this mountain, while the winds 1065 Blow moist and keen, fhattering the graceful locks Of these fair spreading trees; which bids us feek Some better fhroud, fome better warmth to cherish Our limbs benumb'd, ere this diurnal ftar
Leave cold the night, how we his gather'd beams Reflected, may with matter fere foment, Or by collifion of two bodies grind
The air attrite to fire, as late the clouds
Juftling or pufh'd with winds, rude in their fhock Tine the flant lightning, whofe thwart flame driv❜o Kindles the gummy bark of fir or pine,
And fends a comfortable heat from far,
Which might supply the fun: fuch fire to use, And what may elfe be remedy or cure
To evils which our own misdeeds have wrought, 1080 He will inftruct us praying, and of grace Befeeching him, so as we need not fear To pafs commodiously this life, fustain’d By him with many comforts, till we end In duft, our final rest and native home. What better can we do, than to the place Repairing where he judg'd us, proftrate fall Before him reverent, and there confess
Humbly our faults, and pardon beg, with tears Watering the ground, and with our fighs the air Frequenting, fent from hearts contrite, in fign 1091 Of forr'ow unfeign'd, and humiliation meek?. Undoubtedly he will relent, and turn
From his displeasure; in whofe look ferene, When angry moft he feem'd, and moft fevere, 1095 What else but favour, grace, and mercy fhone?
So fpake our father penitent; nor Evet
Felt lefs remorfe: they forthwith to the place Repairing where he judge'd them, prostrate fell Before him reverent, and both confess'd Humbly their faults, and pardon begg'd, with tears Watering the ground, and with their fighs the air Frequenting, fent from hearts contrite, in fign Of forr'ow unfeign'd, and humiliation meek.
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