I detest hypocrites in morality, and coxcombs in virtue; but cold and insensible hearts pleased me as little. I had now one of the latter class before me. It was as smooth and as hard as stone; and had never been moved by any generous sentiment. It was not the heart of a Jew of the Hebrew race (for they are no worse than other people, and do not deserve the insults that are directed against them), but of a Christian Jew, a money-lender and bill discounter. It may naturally be supposed that in so brilliant a party, some distinguished literary characters were present. There was one author, with whose sentimental verses the company were delighted. He was an elegiac poet. I promised myself much gratification in observing of what elements his impassioned, delicate, and tender heart, was composed. But I could discover nothing remarkable. Indeed, it cost me some trouble to find out whether or not he really had a heart. I turned to another, who was not a writer of poetry, but who took upon himself to judge of the productions of others. He was a critic by profession. I observed on his heart only a few livid spots, like those which are produced by envy; and some drops of gall were emitted on every motion of the organ. But though I was unfortunate enough to meet with so many black and impure hearts, it must be acknowledged that there were among the company some of a very opposite stamp. One person in particular deeply excited my interest, and whose heart I was for some time afraid to look at, lest it should not prove as amiable as I wished. She was a young lady about seventeen years of age, beautiful as an angel, and as modest as she was beautiful. She had not yet uttered a word. What was my joy and astonishment! Her heart was the purest and most candid of any one present. It scarcely appeared to throb, yet it was evident, that when the young lady opened her mouth, it would fly to her lips. I watched the motion of her eyes, and they at length met mine. I was young, for we are always young in our dreams. She blushed, and at that moment an arrow, darting from I know not whence, struck her heart, and inflicted a deep wound. It was the first she had ever received. The blood which flowed from it was like that of the goddess wounded by Diomede. I wished to examine what was passing in my own heart, for I thought I felt the counter-stroke of the dart which had pierced hers. I looked in vain through the little window in my own breast-the glass was obscure and tarnished-a thick mist seemed to be before it. Thus no mortal can read his own heart. This reflection vexed me: I became irritated: I awoke, and had the mortification to find that with my dream had vanished the sweetest illusion of my whole life! ELEGY IN A LONDON THEATRE. NOT BY GRAY. THE curtain falls—the signal all is o'er, The gas-lamps fade, the foot-lights hide their heads, Save where the lacquey dirty canvas spreads, Save that, in yonder gallery enshrined, Of such as, sitting in the seat behind, Had ta'en her shawl in preference to their own. There where those rugged planks uneven lie, But they are gone—and never, never more "The stage waits, gentlemen !"—their dreams dispel. For them no more the coaches of the great Oft did the vicious on their accents hang, There, in that empty box, perchance hath swell'd Full many a pearl of purest ray serene Some Lear, whose daughters never turn'd his head, The applause of listening houses to command, Their parents hindered, and did thus o'erthrow Of one of these I heard a drummer say, Watching the motley scene with wild delight. Veiling his grief in draughts of ginger-beer. Nor in the pit, nor in the house was he! "Come here! I saw him carried to that tomb, THE EPITAPH. "Here lieth one beneath the cold damp ground, A youth to London and the stage unknown, Upon his merits stern Macready frowned, And 'Swan and Edgar' marked him for their own. "Large was his bounty, unto aught wherein The stage did mingle, and the cost was sweet. gave the drama all he could-his 'tin,' He And gained 'twas all he could-his favourite seat. "No father had he who could interfere To check his nightly wanderings about, And from the best authority we hear, His mother never dreamt that he was out!" (From "The Bentley Ballads." By permission of Richard Bentley, Esq.) 129 DARKNESS. LORD BYRON. I HAD a dream, which was not all a dream. Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Of this their desolation; and all hearts The flashes fell upon them; some lay down Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled; And others hurried to and fro, and fed Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up With mad disquietude on the dull sky, The pall of a past world; and then again With curses cast them down upon the dust, And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd, And, terrified, did flutter on the ground, |