Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain, Thou pitiest me - I knew thou wouldst - that sky I've had within those arms, and that shall lie, My heart has treasur'd from affection's spring, But thou - yes, thou must go - forever go; This place is not for thee - for thee! oh no! Did I but tell thee half, thy tortur'd brain Would burn like mine, and mine grow wild again! Enough, that Guilt reigns here—that hearts, once good, Now tainted, chill'd, and broken, are his food. - "ZELICA, ZELICA!" the youth exclaim'd, In all the tortures of a mind inflam'd Almost to madness-"by that sacred Heaven, I do conjure, implore thee to fly hence- "With thee! oh bliss! 'Tis worth whole years of torment to hear this. For the sunk heart, 'tis this day after day - To be the blest companion of thy way; To hear thy angel eloquence- to see And thou wilt pray for me - I know thou wilt- Scarce had she said These breathless words, when a voice deep and dread As that of MONKER, waking up the dead From their first sleep so startling 'twas to both Rung through the casement near, "Thy oath! thy oath!" Oh Heaven, the ghastliness of that Maid's look! ""Tis he," faintly she cried, while terror shook Her inmost core, nor durst she lift her eyes, Though through the casement, now, nought but the skies And moonlit fields were seen, calm as before - I am MOKANNA's bride-his, Azıм, his Their blue lips echo'd it — I hear them now! Their eyes glar'd on me, while I pledg'd that bowl: 'Twas burning blood - I feel it in my soul! And the Veil'd Bridegroom -hist! I've seen to-night What angels know not of so foul a sight, So horrible. oh! never may'st thou see What there lies hid from all but hell and me! But I must hence-off, off-I am not thine, Nor Heaven's, nor Love's, nor aught that is divine — Hold me not-ha! think'st thou the fiends that sever Hearts, cannot sunder hands? - thus, then-forever!" With all that strength which madness lends the weak, She flung away his arm; and, with a shriek, Whose sound, though he should linger out more years. LALLA ROOKH could think of nothing all day but the misery of these two young lovers. Her gayety was gone, and she looked pensively even upon FADLADEEN. She felt, too, without knowing why, a sort of uneasy pleasure in imagining that AzIM must have been just such a youth as FERAMORZ; just as worthy to enjoy all the blessings, without any of the pangs, of that illusive passion which too often, like the sunny apples of Istkahar,96 is all sweetness on one side, and all bitterness on the other. 97 As they passed along a sequestered river after sunset, they saw a young Hindoo girl upon the bank, whose employment seemed to them so strange that they stopped their palankeens to observe her. She had lighted a small lamp, filled with oil of cocoa, and, placing it in an earthen dish, adorned with a wreath of flowers, had committed it with a trembling hand to the stream; and was now anxiously watching its progress down the current, heedless of the gay cavalcade which had drawn up beside her. LALLA ROOKH was all curiosity; — when one of her attendants, who had lived upon the banks of the Ganges (where this ceremony is so frequent, that often, in the dusk of the evening, the river is seen glittering all over with lights, like the Oton-tala, or Sea of Stars 98), informed the Princess that it was the usual way in which the friends of those who had gone on dangerous voyages offered up vows for their safe return. If the lamp sunk immediately, the omen was disastrous; but if it went shining down the stream, and continued to burn until entirely out of sight, the return of the beloved object was considered as certain. |