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Tom's pleasant soul sat laughing in his eyes as he answered her:

“Mothers are said to be biassed in favour of their own young; never you believe that, my boy."

Then he turned to Maud.

' May's manners are cast to the winds when His Smallness is present,” he said ; "she won't attend to either of us, 80 we'll attend to each other. Are you going to the Levesons' to-morrow? I hear they are going to be very smart, and that it's a case of red carpet. May, I must smoke a cigarette. I don't care whether it's the drawing-room or not.”

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her son.

“I hardly know," said Maud ; “ I've been overdoing it lately, and I think I shall go into my shell again for a bit. Wouldn't it be nice to have a real shell, and curl yourself up in the middle of a dinner-party if you were bored.”

"I shall order one,” said Tom thoughtfully. “You do look rather tired. Where are you going to put your shell ? If I were you I should leave London for a week. It would be so original. You would of course let it be known that you were going to read • Sordello.' Sordello' is the fashion now, I think. Of course nobody has read it and that's why they talk about it. No one talks about a thing they really have read.”

“That has a slight flavour of Mr. Manvers,” remarked May.

“Manvers has such a pungent flavour, that one really can't help catching a little of it, if one sees him at all,” said Tom. “But I wasn't consciously Manveresque-I suppose he's in Paris, associating with all the good dead Americans."

May smiled.

“And now mammy's going to take him upstairs,” she said, and left the room.

Tom poured himself out a cup of tea.

Please talk nonsense to me," he said; “I've been seeing Wallingthorpe, and—and of course he's a delightful man, but he is so serious. He takes everybody and everyone seriously, including bimself. That is so clever of him--and the worst of it is he keeps it up. He is always clever. How tiring he must find it!”

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Again Maud felt stifled and choking.

“One is a creature of moods,” she said hurriedly, "and the heavy moods come, as well as the light. Just now I have a heavy mood. By the way, I shall follow your advice. I am rather overdone, and I shall leave London for a time. I shall not say I am reading “Sordello. I think I shall say I am reading the Bibleit is the better book. I shall go before the end of the week : at present I am going now. Give my adieux to your wife. She is more charming than ever!”

But at this moment May came in, and Maud gave her adieux in person. Tom was vaguely puzzled.

“It's very sudden,” he said. “Are you going really ?”

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Well, good-bye,” said Maud; “ good-bye, May-that fascinating child is quite too fascinating."

May sat still a moment after she had gone. “ What is the matter with her?” she asked ; "what have you been saying, Tom ? I never saw her like that.”

“ Nor have I,” said he. “I have said nothing. I have no idea what is the matter with her."

Maud stood on the doorstep, and looked to see if the carriage was in sight, and not seeing it, began to walk away. But she felt hopelessly ill and weak, and told the man to fetch her a bansom. "O God, how tired I am of it all!” she said to herself.


POSTSCRIPT TO VOL. CVIII. The Editor of TEMPLE BAR has he with pleasure that the rumour, mentioned on page 245, of the sale of the Vall door at Sunderland, after the sad occurrence which took place there a few years ago, is unfounded.



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